Survivor

It is great to know you are moving forward with your life.  All I ever wished for you was to look toward the future but the pain I carry in my heart I will carry throughout eternity.  I feel like I have been used, kicked to the side of the road and forgotten.  But isn't that what happens in this life?  I made the choice now I have to live with that choice.  The pain I feel today is hurts like I am living it all over again.  But there is to much water under the bride and one can not turn back the hands of time to build a damn to redirect the water.  I am a survivor so I will survive!!!  This to shall pass.  "Life is Good"  :)

OneCrazyG'Maw: Heaven is so Far Away

OneCrazyG'Maw: Heaven is so Far Away: I miss you my "little one"! Words can not expalin how much. Though you left this world 11 years ago, I miss you as if it were yesterday....

Life

Here I sit at 12:17 pm wondering why I am not in the bed asleep or finishing my homework.  I only have 2 more classes and I am finished for the summer.  But I will be back in class beginning in August.  What will I have to write about when I no longer have homework to do?!  Maybe by then I can get on track with what I really want to say and share some very interesting things about my life outside of "class"!  I am amazed at myself when I look at how well I have done with this class especially with all the Hoopla that goes on around me.  My daughter and her finance' along with their children, my twin grand children all live with my husband and I.  Sometimes I wonder how I keep my sanity after working all day, coming home to 31/2 year old twins, who seem to choose that time of day to be wound up tight and going full steam ahead.  then there is dinner to get through and lets not forget about the quality time one needs to spend with their significant other of 37 years.  After all that, oh I forgot the dog needs attention to, it is time to settle down and stick my nose in homework.  How do I manage to get it all done.  I wish I knew.  Some days are harder than others.  However, I would not change one minute of the time I spend with my family and my precious grandchildren.  Who when they come up to you look you in the eyes and say "I love you" or "you are a nice grand maw" my heart melts and I am like putty in their little hands. 

After all that, before I head off to bed, I can look back over my day at work and at home and say "Life is Good"  :)  Have a wonderful night all.  :)

Life

Here I am, again, working on homework.  It is not that I do not enjoy my Business Law class, it is just that working full time and trying to get my homework done becomes a bit of setting priorities.  I understand that my priorities should be on reading my lessons, doing the homework at the end of the chapter, taking the test when I have finished the module I am working in, and working on the project for my final with my partner.  However, somehow, I find myself, on the weekend, giving other things priority over my Business Law class.  That is not a good thing, and it certainly makes life more difficult on me. So why do I do it?  Heck if I know!!! 

So beginning this day, February 13, 2012, I will make my Business Law class have more priority than other things on the weekend.  There, I have made a commitment to myself.  I just hope nothing gets in the way of that commitment. 

It is currently 11:01 pm EST and I have to be up at 6:30 am so I am signing off till the next time.  I really have a lot more to say about life, other than my homework, but I just have not had the time to put it all together.  It is forthcoming!!

Heaven is so Far Away

I miss you my "little one"!  Words can not expalin how much.  Though you left this world 11 years ago, I miss you as if it were yesterday.  When you left this world you took a piece of my soul with you and you left behind a hole in my heart that can never be filled.  You were a very special young lady and to understand you, one had to know you.  I love you "Nessa"

Life

Why after working for 30 plus years did I think it was okay to go to college?  One finds that at my age there are things about the mind that are not as sharp as it used to be.  The big one is the MEMORY!  I find that I have to read things multiple times to understand what I have read.  Or maybe it is not the memory, maybe it is just everything going on in this household.  That sounds better than thinking my memory is failing me.  However, I have learned some things about myself.  That I still enjoy being in the classroom setting, that going back to school makes me look at things in a different perspective, and that even though I have to read some things multiple times, that I do eventual get what it is I am suppose to get.  When asked in class what my goals were in life, I answered:  Get my college degree and retire!!